Well, I can't definitely jump to 2012 because I've experienced many events along the way. Some good, some bad and some very controversial.. There are moments i regret living and sharing due to the conflict of such individual but that was the past.. lets focus on the future.
Now.. lets get off to where i started.. Ahh.. yes the National Service experience. Who knew ? Out of all the members in my family I was only the chosen one.All of people why me ? For once **** being the chosen one haha. I felt this urge to shoot myself due to the stories Ive heard from other people .. cases where people are being possessed... bullies.. beaten up to piece by others ( luckily there were no deaths in the process ). I was never happy for a moment.. or joyful.. etc,etc,etc anything to do with any positive notes..
As I got on the bus I realized. Maybe It's not gonna be all that bad you know. But you know words don't mean anything if you dont live or experience through it.. I waved goodbye to my mom as i can see tears falling from her eyes.. and for a slight moment, I started missing home, my friends and food. Oh, don't get me wrong one of the greatest rumours Ive heard about this program is that the food is terrible and disgusting and yes they were definitely right. But surprisingly I didn't complain much at all.
I've reached the camp which was located at Kuala Kubu Bahru, Selangor. As I've gotten down from the bus.. i felt alienated and weird being in another territory with all these bunch of people I've never seen before.. I felt awkward because I was alone.. Non of my friends from my home was here. I was all alone and sad but didnt really express the feeling infront of everyone.
3 months of hell was the first thing that came into my mind.... what could probably be more worst than this ? SPM ? Bullshit. How unfortunate that my dorm was all the way ti the end of the campsite.. as i entered the dorm i was amazed that the insides of the dorm was pretty good, decent, very new..CLEAN because this camp was newly built roughly 2 years ago.. everything was in good condition and in tiptop shape. And the friends I've made here make it comfortable.. and somehow they all seemed civilized. YEAH RIGHT.. they're just like the friends backhome.. being all " Sohais ". Well that's a good thing then where i can related that person to somone i know haha. But seriously WHO WAKES UP AT 5 IN THE MORNING just to sing that program's anthem and negaraku haha .
That night as i lied on my bed for the first night i kept thinking to myself " Will i make it ? "Well lets find out tomorrow.. Im not gonna go into every detail of the whole program because 3 months worth of stories is seriously retarded, but ill definitely tell you guys the highlights of the program, exciting moments and what me and my friends did throughout the camp one of them which involves.. moving someones bed in the middle of the night to some unknown location while that person is sleeping haha.. I was laughing my ass off but they told be to be shut it as my laughter is known for being the loudest in the camp.
* to be continued *
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